i feel so lost.

i feel so useless.

i feel so unreliable.

i'm just a hindrance.

sab

hahaha. i am so in the mood of blogging today!
so we're gg to meet up ltr tgt with mel!
super yeah!!
oh man. sab i miss school can!
lol.
coz i miss my school mates man!
but i tink i'll regret saying this after the proj come crashing dwn.
hahahaah.

work has been pretty cool.
with nice colleagues and khaki.
and nice job.
slack, chitchat, play, n YOUNG AND DANGEROUS!
wahahaha.

i feel so sorry for not meeting up with the band ppl. but is just so hard to meet up with them la!
i try not to miss out ppl.
but... aiyay. somebody will just be busy u c!
so is super diff to meet up.

ok. enuff craps.
cya gers ltr!
byee!

Loves
mad!

omgz..been ages since i've blogged..the blog is dead once again..haha..

here's sab to the rescue of reviving our blog!MUAhAHAHA!

well..for me..the 1st wk of skool had passed,seems fast la..n now its already the 2nd wk.
assuming to be the start of project plannings,reports,brainstormings,doing tutorials n etc etc.the usual stuff lor.haha

even thou the feel between each other is nt as strong as it used to,but i believe its coming back already.reali miss the times.seems lik one will onli miss the times when tinks start to get out of hand or maybe nt.one will also miss the times regardless when,what,where,why,who and how.

WOW!i brought out the 5 wives and 1 husband!haha.

well..gonna meet up my darlings n mel n farah tis wed!miss them lots!been ages since we meet up!=)

just a short entry.will update more soon!

*ps.suddenly saw the sentence mad wrote on the 31st aug entry.
"things change coz there's never a limit to contentment (:
treasure wat u have and appreciateds what u had!" ->so true!*

sab=)

just had an overnight mj session with alvin n xiu..super tired la..play 3 leg mj is lik u win can win lots but lost can also lost lots..haha..both me n xiu lost to alvin la..haha..

i miss my darlings..i miss girly talks..i miss....hahahaha

many tinks run through my mind..but i'm someone who dun reali lik putting my thoughts in the blog unless there's the need la..better to share it with my darlings then spread it in the blog..better to confide in reality than to computer..haha

a little advice/comment..

sometimes is nt whether u r good enuff for someone or nt..
is whether there's a chemistry between both of you..
whether sparks can fly..
whether feelings can develop or nt..

being rejected is nt actually a bad tink..
it allows u to understand the situation..
y u've been rejected..
nt tat u r nt good enuff or nt..
diff ppl hav diff tinkings/opinions..
sometimes u might hav ppl saying its cox u r nt good enuff..
tis might be just an excuse..
maybe ppl just dun wanna be too straight forward n hurt ur feelings..
cox its nt ur fault that u lik that special someone..
but when he/she says tat its impossible..pls believe it..
sometimes tinks just hav to be lik tat..
i noe its a selfish thot but better to end it soon then drag it
n make tinks complicated..

lastly..
give others a chance to get into ur life..
BUT tat's if there's sparks between both..
chemistry between both..
feelings developed between both..
these are veri impt factors..

tat's all for now!..haha

sab=)

yeah! =))
ltr is going to be mahjong-ing with xiu, jing wei n sab!
i tink mj is the oni entertainment i currently have.
lol.

things change coz there's never a limit to contentment (:
treasure wat u have and appreciateds what u had!

mad!

had dinner with my darlings, mad n bern ytd..was a last min thingy but we ended up eating at nyny..dinner was funny cox our sitting area was lik those kind of company meeting table. it was lik me n mad was going to negotiate a big business then bern was lik the middleman la..haha..i was facing mad but bern was lik facing another of ppl which are nt reali tat nice to look but their behaviour were interesting..thanx to our dear bern who has a new habit of observing ppl now..

there was tis pretty looking waitress then we tink tat those grp of guys are lik interested in her la..cox the way they behave was lik so obvious they wanted her attn la..mad n bern were more engrossed in the behaviour looking session while i was digging into my pork lagsania(forget how to spell)..then after dinner we went to walk ard in our attempt to eat ice cream but end up nt eating as there were none to eat lor..then bern went home early.

me n mad went to esplanade to pass time b4 i go meet sharon for supper..haha..the breeze, the atmosphere was great la!as in at esplanade 'sea' or 'river' viewing area. mad n i had heart to heart conversation there..emotions splashing thru our conversation..excitement too!..but was reali great to hav such conversation..clears the mind once in a while..learn new knowledge too!..lol

sometimes it reali make me wonder..wat's all tis stuff about?..mad n bern shud understand wat i meant by stuff i guess..if nt sure..just ask me k?=)

*sometimes, y can't certain frens just stay as frens lor..
y must tinks get so complicated..
y must tinks be tat hard to solve..
y can't tinks stay as it is..
why?*

sab=)

hahaha! fun dinner between the 3 wonders and one retard!
lol!
i am feeling abit remorseful nw!
coz xiu is verbally abused by mi in every single way!!
hahaha but she deserve it!
=))

i know the pics are kinda repeated from our blogs!

hahah.

but well, nice faces deserve multiple exposures!

lol!

tk care darls!

cyall soon!

=))

MAD

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